I Tell Him That I Love Him

Last night , I upload the new picx on MySpace ...Ouch then I tag him on that picx .. I have write some caption on the picx there .. That ' s "Waiting for My Prince Charming".. {it's on my picx} .. After that on Myspace caption I write "where's my prince charming ??" .. Then have some responsed from him.. I feel excited when I read his comment on that picx .. He send comment to my picx "here he comes" Oh know.. I 'm really fall for him stronger starting last night .. Ouch I Love Him.. Then I reply that comment .. "really?i want u to be mine 4ever.." :) Ouch I'm really feel happy on it.. After that , I ask him to read my comment on his Tagged Photo {I already tag him there}.. Then he reply on my comment {not at the picx anymore} ..

This is our chatting last night {continue from top dialogue}:

He : heh seriously?
Me : yes!:)
He : heh and why is that?
Me : because mmm ala tpi nnt kalo eyza gtaw mesti **** xcayer nyer..
He : heh hmm xpe kalau x nk bg tau
Me : mmm orait3 i tell u..mm start from first day eyza add **** kt ms..eyza already fall in love with u..
He : oohh..hmm x tau lorh nk ckp ape =.=
Me : hah that y la eyza xnk gtaw..cause eyza takut dkecewakn..:)
He : ooo hmm smpn dulu prasaan tu study elok2 and find a bright future then give your love to the one who really need
Me : mm ok3..
He : you can keep go on liking me x halang pn just i am not in emotional stable right now
Me : thanx ***..eyza fhm..myb bkn msa yg sesuai kot..
He : yep maybe
Me : yep it's okay ****..malunyer eyza..
He : its okay x perlu malu perasaan itu semulajadi
Me : mm ok3..ish8 eyza jdi malu lak nk cmt2 dgn ****..rasa mcm forml skit..
He : yek?haha sy bkn mkn org pn rilek2
Me : yer lar..ish8 eyza taw la **** memg xmkn org..**** mkn nasi..:)ok3 eyza try la rilex2..
He : orait thats better ;)
Me : mm yep3..:-|
He : malu lg?
Me : skit3 la..ish8 maner la xmalu sbb eyza yg trus-trg trus kt ****..
He : ooh hmm its okay try not to be shy
Me : mm orait3..i will try it..thanx ***..
He : you are welcome :)

Till this only this story.. Ouch how I feel last night when I chat with him like at top of this stody.. I 'm cry because of him??Oh how come this..I need to try to forget what 's happen to me last night.. I ' m very2 sad last night.. I'll try to survive my life after this :)

Dear , if u read this , I want to tell u that I Love U..Although , I sad with ur desicion , but I try to accept it ..

:) vs :( How this ??